TATTOOS....DEPRESSION....24 HOURS LEFT!

Yesterday I decided to get a tattoo to mark the start of my travels and remind me of Thailand.
I decided that getting THAILAND2007 written in Thai on my back was a bit tacky so I sat for 2 hours at the pool with pen and paper doodling.After burning my brain out I finally came up with a GREAT idea!Eureka!
I have got the travel bug and am definitely going to travel when I have saved up so I thought- a bug.Not just any old bug.A TRAVEL BUG.Its like a little lady bird and instead of spots i drew little hearts.In the head of the bug I drew the letter T but in Thai, which stands for TRAVEL BUG AND THAILAND how cool is that!I wanted to get it somewhere not so obvious so I thought my foot.I am going to be travelling on my feet arnt I?The tattooist said he could do it but warned where I wanted it is the most painful place to tattoo.After a few toilet trips I went and sat in the chair.20 Min's of pain and it was over and looked just as I imagined it.
I got up this morning and it just didn't look right.From afar it looked like a cockroach.So I went back and got him to infill the bug bright red.Now it looks Perfect!I love it.I will never regret it and the position it's in I can wear high heels and you cant see it.I am so glad I got it done.It's a bit sore but it was worth the pain.
One of the boys we met is staying to teach English and there are lots of jobs.I really want to.But I cannot let Nicky and Lorraine down.Plus I want to save up money.So no.I don't want to.Well I do.Oh I don't want to come home!
Everybody you are going to see the new me.
Nick and Lorraine:I know I work hard but I am gonna work XTRA hard.No hangovers at work anymore.I am going to write new menus,do cool specials and earn you a fortune.I am gonna come back and really get back into my job because at the end of the next months it will all be worth it.I promise.Then me and Lisa will make more tips!I will get to save quicker and maybe Ill get a bonus when I leave!!-joke xx
To all my drinking buddies:No more me going home early.I can now drink anyone of you under the table as long as I stay on vodka red bull and NO hangovers.They just don't exist anymore.
And to everybody I know: I don't give a toss anymore about anybody except ME.I am going to look after Number1 and to hell with what anybody thinks about me or anything I do or anything I say.From now on my life is going to be worry free,stress free and care free.I am going to do what I want, when I want, how I want.So when you all see me walking through the village naked with a Moroccan husband and a skin head just remember I don't care what anyone thinks!ha ha
No really,on a serious note I think I have finally grew up.But in a good way.I am still going to be the class clown but I know what I want from my life and what I want to do with it.
Next time I log in I will be at Dubai airport waiting 6 hours for my connecting flight so I will add the final lot of my photographs and my last blog will be from London.
THE END IS NEAR.